As a youth on the journey to college and battling high school, I find myself lacking the spare hours to do things that I feel are necessary to give back to my community. Between the homework, the extracurriculars, the family and friends, my own downtime, and enough sleep to sustain my health- I find myself pushing charity and goodness to the back burner, despite wanting to be a more donating person to my society.
The idea of doing ‘good’ has always plagued me. I felt not an obligation to do charity work or actively be kind for any type of…
Discipline in the age of constant distraction is an uphill battle in a war that spares no one. The twentieth century is a sensory overload that is brimmed with so much dopamine, I fear that we as a race have forgotten the raw experience of natural happiness.
Our daily lives consist of a list. Each day a list is scrawled pertaining to the easiest and fastest way to experience the temporary high that is the dopamine rush. For those of you who don’t know — dopamine is the happy hormone, you feel it when your brain is expecting a reward…
When the world was collapsing upon itself, government turmoil ransacked news channels, and our homes became our own personalized jail cells, I found peace for the first time in months. Quarantine was undeniably damaging, and my own story comes from a place of privilege — and I acknowledge that.
After my tenth grade year, I was in a spiral of darkness that I never could seem to crawl out of. I sprinted up the forever inclining stairs of my mental health, only for my feet to give way under and tumble backward as if I had never moved.
School was…
This is a piece I wrote about my boyfriend in the first month of our relationship.
You have the eyes of a doe. Soft, smiley, and vacant. They are easy on me when you offer me a stare. It’s almost ironic how different my eyes are; a streak of intensity compared to your muted gaze.
You mostly squirm when I stare too hard. I suppose behind your stare there is gentleness and affection, but I feel as though that adoration you keep to yourself is something to be searched for rather than gifted to me plainly.
Your brows are arched…

My name is Akhila Gained. I'm 17 years old and wanted a place to record my thoughts as well as a place to put my half baked writings!